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Deadly thoughts crash in my brain
Running like a midnight train
Hoping to find a way to return
As the deadly thoughts churn

And the way that I am
I can't fight it
I can't subside it
Help me find the way
Get these thoughts outta my head

Ship wrecked on an abandoned hope
Resenting life beside a rope
Can I make it
Can I take it

The way that I am
Its getting outta hand
This empty feeling
It just keeps reeling
Suicide is tempting
Homicide is whistling

Black roses of death
Reminds me of black days beyond the bay
Collision course
Oblivion torques
Adjust the pain
Released in the rain

I can't help the way that I am
I can't get away from the light in your eyes
Open my heart
Watch it bleed onto the rose
As if a kiss in the dead of night
And I can't take it
No I can't make it

I hear the cries of the night
Begging me to hide within
Death is a liberation
Its living that makes the dead rise
These deadly thoughts reign in my mind
Taking me farther away
I can't take it
I can't make it

I can't stand the way that I am
The lies and cries of my of my dying light
Crawling away throughout the night
I'm sorry for this
I'm sorry for this
I love you.....

(Gun clicks as the picture fades, gun fires in darkness)