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I Can't really explain how I feel.I'm not really sure myself.
I can't explain what I don't understand. and you can
Say what you want. I know it's not really how you feel.
I'm not sure if this explaination makes any sense.
If you understood at all or if you really even care.
I can tell you really don't.
So why you hold up your pride or make excuses on your getting through just fine.
you know you really aren't.
You lie to everyone.
including yourself.

I would rather lay down and watch you walk out of here.
I would rather throw every last thing I had just to make you feel something.
That will make stop and feel just alittle terrible.


I don't understand thsi works or even if i can stand another talk.
About how it doesn't work that way.
How should I be if I can't reawlly be myslef just when I'm around you.
WhenI thought I really could be.
How come everything has to end so badly.
Sadly thsat's how it works.
InYou worries can't you understand that fact that.
I'm not yours to keep.
It's not personal.
I love you ,but we won't end up very far.
I guess it wouldn't matter.



I would rather lay down and watch you walk out of here.
I would rather throw every last thing I had just to make you feel something.
That will make stop and feel just alittle terrible.



When the weather brings the end to all of your hope and dries away.
When every thing goes to the dogs.
Just like everything you e ver did.
Or should I say that you e ver finished comfidently.
SHould I tell I'll be ok in this big dark world.
I guess it wouldn't faze you.
I guess it wouldn't faze you.
Until it's way to late.
So when it all goes down the drain I guess all we can do is take it all in.
Don't stutter.
Words won't faze me now.


I would rather lay down and watch you walk out of here.
I would rather throw every last thing I had just to make you feel something.
That will make me stop and feel a little bit more terrible.