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You say you want a life.
A family, children.
Me, as your wife, to come home to.
That you'll get the job to make
Sure we have the home to live in.

Yet you act so foolishly.
So arrogant, so unsure...
So plainly stupid;
That no one trusts you.

Then you ask forgiveness
Just to turn your back again.
You break the band
And lose that which is most precious.

When I see you crumpled and bleeding
On the sidewalk; struggling
Not to show
The terror so obvious
Only to those who know you.

I pick you up and nurse you to life
Only to be used again.
My soul may mourn for you and yours,
But my heart feels nothing.

You are nothing but a coward.
A boy in a mans clothing.
A mere fledgling of misery and loss.

You ran from the life you could've had.
And now here it is
Picking you up again.
So you can go and live.
While you leave me behind again.

Dont ask why I do this.
I do this so that
You may live.
(And leave me alone.)