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like a toy on a shelf/
plastic heart broken in two/
you wind it up but still there's nothing to see/
but still it smiles through and through/

but waiting here for you/

(corus)
i'm tired of waiting here alone/
i'm tired of standing on my own/
i'm tired of trying to look past/
all of the things that never last/
i'm tired of this world/
tired of this soul/

i'm done with trying to pretend/
i'm leaving you and your ways/
i'm lost with trying to be everything/
just to make it through the days/

but waiting here for you/
(chorus)

(bridge)
i'm sick of this/
trying to fake a smile/
trying to fake my life so it's okay/
but it's far from that/

i hope my children don't grow up this way/
that's not what i want to see/
cause it'll be my last sight if it is/
don't want them to end up like me/

but waiting here for you/

i'm no longer waiting here alone/
i've found a place to call my home/
i've found a love i know will last/
erase the dark shadows that cast/
please don't erase my world/
please don't erase my soul/

(end)

that's a song i just wrote today.
and just in case,date:june,26,2008,age 15,thursday.
i'm very proud of this song!
so please,if at some magical,unexpected,unrealistic moment someone decides to read my journal,
please,
no negitive comments on this one.
it would be painful. emo
thnk yew!!!!!
xoxoxoxo,much love!!!!!