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Harsh torment of forgotten wasted lament screams
Cradles the abyss of misfortune within our dormant dreams,
There shall lay buried, tainted touches of veiled gleams
Everything lost yet never forgotten, nothing ever is as it seems
Life has stolen the love of true beauty amidst its desolate streams.

Flowing like water, seemingly drowning in a pool of lonely shame
Actions speak over a thousand words, all which point to I'm to blame,
Sucking temptation from ruins of the weak willed minded, I lay claim
The actions of heartbreak, enthralled this life to depts of a dying flame
Where silence creeps to the clouded air of painful sin's calling name.

Screams to the world of undying guilt for the loss through stupidity
Descended life into an uncontrollable swirl of senseless lividity,
Torturing of the mind infects day to day with shards of broken sorrow
Coping resources shatter to shreds as time and life is now on borrow
Self caused misery rains regret for a new day dawns come tomorrow.

Change what has happened by own selfish gain may now never be
For laying in temptation over past mistakes, left life like crumbled debris,
A single moment of madness due to submission of greedy actions heated
Left untold turmoil in a forgotten life now all but lonely and defeated,
Shows daily doses of fear injections all because I actually cheated!

( I didn't actually cheat, I just write poems for entertainment xD)