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Today has been pretty moody for me all morning.

Everything has been confusing for me and well....

I love Steve so very much, we have been together for nearly a year and sure we had some problems along the way, but I really want to be with him.

I Guess I am scared, scared he might leave me or I guess I am scared we'd grow distand from each other over time when both of us will be in college.

I dunno if I am strong enough for this.

I realised that it doest matter if he really goes study, he will meet other girls and such but I don't believe he'd do anything to upset me and I just realised how stupid I am for worrying over him getting a gf and all behind my back.

I really hope I wont lose courage and my temper, I have seen a couple lik ethat and it's sad.

However, Juu's bf did move to Cali for her and they got married at a city hall.

* Yawns, I am glad I wrote how I am feeling right now somewhere, otherwise if I bottle it up I might go nuts.