okay my middle school is a feeder school to a high school called Bellaire. everyone from my school is going there. My grandma right now is very very sick and my family is thinking about moving to the Alabama/Tennessee area so she can be with her childhood friends in the hopes of her dying happily. Clear? Well, me being the loser that I am didn't get into any of the schools I applied for and my zoned school is gang infested and 20% of them even pass anyway. So my mom is obviously not sending me there. Where am I to go? And if we moved to Redneck country, where would I go there? I'm at a loss and I'm worried I won't survive. Everytime someone asks me where I'm going for High school and I say I don't know, they look at me like I'm retarded and say "You should go to Bellaire!" that's stupid. Just ******** stupid. Do you think if I had the chance to go I would? I hate having to explain why my life sucks. And everytime someone says that, it always gives me the haunting feeling of never seeing my friends again. Now I originally didn't want to go to Bellaire because I wanted to get as far away from my middle school classmates so that I could completely change me, my image. But that's when I thought I was gonna get into my special art school I couldn't shut up about. I was too confident and it backfired in my face.
I'm just afraid I'm never going to get the chance to tell that "someone" how I feel.
I'm just afraid I'm never going to get the chance to tell that "someone" how I feel.
