GOSH...I'M SO SICK OF PPL TRYING TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME BY MAKING JOKES ABOUT HOW I LOOK, OR HOW I ACT!! WELL GUESS WHAT...DO YOU THINK THIS MAKES ME FEEL GOOD INSIDE...NO IT MAKES ME FEEL HORRIBLE...IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I WANT TO KILL MYSELF!! YOU PPL ARE THE REASON WHY I TRY TO SEEM OK AROUND YOU BUT DEEP INSIDE I'M CRYING MY EYES OUT!! THIS ESPECIALLY GOES OUT TO THIS GUY I LIKE WHO GOES TO MY SCHOOL AND THE FRIENDS I HAVE THAT GO TO MY SCHOOL KNOW WHO I AM TALKING ABOUT!! STOP PUSHING ME AROUND!! IT MAY SEEM FUNNY TO YOU UNTIL THE ONE DAY YOU EXPECT TO SEE ME AND I'M NOT THERE THINK ABOUT WHY I'M NOT THERE, AND WHEN I DON'T COME FOR A MONTH YOU'LL KNOW WHY BECAUSE THAT'LL BE WHEN YOU ACTUALLY FEEL BAD ABOUT WHAT YOU DID TO MAKE ME DO WHAT I DID!! i'M NOT ACTUALLY GONNA KILL MYSELF BUT STILL THIK ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE DOING TO ME AND START TRYING TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE ABOUT YOUR ATTITUDE TOWARDS ME!!
~just felt like posting this inmy new journal!
l i v beckoned - - - Community Member 
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