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-waves- Hi! How's it goin'? -sigh- Nyeh, ********. I don't feel like being enthusiastic today. stare

I've just been kinda numb and crap since last night. And I actually cried myself to sleep for the first time in several months. What the ******** is WRONG with me?!
Nnnnn...I shant be all angsty and s**t in this entry lest more people start coming after my blood. That wouldn't be good.

Last night I came scarily close to giving away that I was gay to my mom. I get goosebumps just THINKING about how close I got.

Mom: All you ever think about is the computer and manga! What ELSE do you think about?!
Me: Other things.
Mom: WHAT other things?!
Me: Things that I don't want to talk about!
Mom: What could you possibly not want to tell me?!

And then I just started jabbering about the philosophies of life. -shiver- I'll have to learn not to put myself in situations like that.

Later,
-chan ninja