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Well, I guess it was a good thing that I was able to get some more sleep last night...well after completely breaking down and being such a freaking girl. Oh well, at least I have an excuse. Bad moontime will make any chick lose her sanity as well as nearly losing whatever she managed to eat for dinner. I guess I know the reason for my extreme lack of appitite. I've barely eaten anything at all in the past few days. Just a little here and there just keep things functioning properly. I know that's going to make a few males angry at me but since there's nothing they can do about it I can sit and grin...before falling over with large, dazed swirly eyes. Sheesh, whenever moontime hits I seem to collapse physically and emotionally. I spent most of half of my night outside on the grass being such a girl with Raye comforting me and muttering things of doom to those who would harm her Goddess. sweatdrop Then when I went inside I got a good look at my reflection, screamed, and then spent a half hour in a hot bath before spending the rest of my night watching Fushigi Yuugi. I'm not sure that I completely registered everything that was happening between Tamahome and Miaka but watching pure shojou made me feel a little better before going to sleep in my cave. So, with nightmares and nearly ralphing in the middle of the night, it's needless to say that I really didn't feel good and called in sick today. Which was an extremely good thing with how crummy I feel. I'm sure I would have snapped my usual calm demenor and reduced one of the evil secretaries to tears. That wouldn't be good for the work record. sweatdrop Anyway, I think I'll retire to my "dungeon" a little early tonight and try to regain some strength that I lost in the past few days. sweatdrop Anyway, that is my update. Not a nice one but that should change soon. ninja