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This would be like the perfect suicide note for me. I have no clue why I just thought of it...anyhow, here it goes.

I'm sorry to all my friends, my friends who are my family. I have let you down, failed you for the last time. We all knew that it would come to this eventually. It was just a matter of time. I never said this enough, so maybe if I say it this one last time it will stick for years to come. I love you all. I could never be truly happy for more than a few hours at a time in life, but now I will be eternally happy in the fire. Here is to everyone, here is to life, here is to the people I care about the most. Do not miss me, for I will be with you always. Goodbye.