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A lot of people are upset with the decision I made. Well not a lot... just one believe it or not. I decided to stay with Bryan. I know, I know. I don't want to here any bullshit about it. It's my choice, not anyone elses. I love him, and everyone should be forgiven. How could I go through life if I never forgave him. The person who's upset about it... doesn't realize how many times I had forgiven her when she didn't deserve it. She's saying all these things about it but doesn't see that it's what I want not what she wants. What happened was when we were broken up. Now he has to suffer with his mistake for the rest of his life. I'm forgiving him because I'm a stronger person.
I'm happy now, I feel better, I'm still a little shakey, but I think I have everything figured out. So, seriously, I'm very happy with it and I want everyone to accept that.
Now a change of tone. I'm getting a new phone, a blackberry. I'm so excited. We're going to have texting on our plan and stuff. My phone will come with internet and awesomness. It's so beautiful. It even has GPS.
I finally feel better about life. Hello world, here I come.