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Dear god in heaven
what is it im payin for?
im at a loss for tight right words
can i not trust?
may i never speak again?
im lost and i need a friend
am i going crazy?
why is the past haunting me?
i thought that was all over then
please dont make it happen again
or id have to end myself
and im not ready to
but in the end where is heaven?
anymore i think earth is hell
is there an escape from here?
if so please do tell
dear god please dont beat me down