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recently there has been nothing in my mind but random stuff. it keeps me from thinking right and hearing that queer beat of my heart whenever i want to do something i really wanted. it was like im inlove all over again. it sucks to not hear it whenever you need it. like loosing a dose of sense of niceness in you. though it returns but its not the same, its like something is holding me back. i really dont know whats happening. i dont know if its fear or the knowledge of regret and self pity or the fact that theres always a ray of disappointment in it...
right now i have to work hard and give my best... along with trying my might to do it knowing that its not only for me that im doing this... but for something greater beyond me...
 Ilathis_Sacreias · Sun May 11, 2008 @ 12:07pm · 0 Comments |
