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Eloera wiped away her tears. She stood up slowly. He knee's shaked and wobbled like the jello that Micheal liked to eat. Eloera walked over slowly to the portal. She ignored Shi completely. Her heart raced. She put her hand through the portal. It felt cool against her skin. Eloera glanced at the cat "I am unsure." she stuttered. Then breathed in. Her eyes fluttered shut and Eloera relaxed. She stepped into the portal slowly. It felt wet but it didn't seep into her clothing. Thoughts spun in her mind "If only, If only." She muttered. Her eyes kept shut. Then came out of the other end of the portal. Her dainty feet touched a soft, red carpeted floor. The smell of furnish and ash drifted into her nose. It was a familiar smell. The same smell as the Library had. Eloera opened her gentle brown eyes. She breathed in and her eyes went wide. It was the library! She hadn't been to her home town in a very long time. Eloera looked around. then saw a red haired man. She put her clasped hands in front of her. She looked to the ground. It must be Bakura. The creature cat had said he was on the other end of the portal. Eloera's hair beat slowly. Moments ticked away. She then looked at Bakura "Hello, How are you?" She asked quietly. She wnated to run up to him and hold him. Something stopped her though. Eloera then burst into tears "Ba-Bakura...I don't know. i don't know." She sobbed. She didn't know how to ask him her question. the one Shi had conjured up. the one that had poisoned her heart and mind. Eloera wiped away her tears again. Her eyes were puffy from them. She smiled with clenched teeth "I am sorry." she said. Once again a smile that wasn't real. Could she do this? Eloera didn't want to but what other option was there?