Alright, today's entry was going to speak in 3rd person....until i heard something that Striker said about me which is totally untrue.
He called me a slut (or a b***h, i'm not quite sure...it's up to debate. i'm just going to say slut cuz it fits more). I have an idea why.
Right now i'm going out with someone that we both know, and my bf just told him that we're going out, and he says, "She's a slut. She goes out with people then breaks up with them a lot. I know a slut when i see one." (that is exactly what he said, i have sources)
it is true that I have had broken up with people (******** up their lives in the process) soon after we started going out. But my last bf broke up with me!
And so I was going out with Striker and then broke his heart into a million little pieces. I couldn't keep lying and saying that I loved him! It's just not who i am, I cannot lie to someone i seriously care about. I guess he doesn't care about me as much anymore. He's always telling me that he loves me a lot and would do anything for me. If that's so true, what the hell is this!? Telling my current bf that I'm a slut?? No, nu-uh, that's not going to bode well for him. He should know that my bf would tell me what he said about me.
And to be completely honest, I've only had 3 bf's! That hardly counts as going out with people and breaking up with them a lot. Striker was the only one i broke up with! THE. ONLY. ONE.
I dunno.
maybe he's just jealous of my bf, maybe he really hates me down deep and wants me to suffer. I don't know, I can't believe the second one, Striker's too kind for that. But i'm not so sure right now. If he calls me a slut behind my back but tells me that he loves me to my face, I just can't be sure of what he thinks of me, but I don't want to talk about this with him. He keeps confusing me and I have to keep reassuring him that I care about him (ex. the incident where he said he didn't want to be friends anymore then totally exploded when I said 'okay' [for the record, I totally thought that was what he wanted, and I just wanted him to have what he wants]). I really don't think I can talk to him right now, or be friends with him. I just think he needs to cool down or something, I don't know, but I certainly do.
That's all I have for now, go back to your everyday lives.
Nezumi Uchiha Community Member 
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