Feeling kind of down today, so I wrote this in class instead of paying attention....
It's getting hard to smile with everything right now,
To always keep on laughing when you really want to frown.
No one is ever truly this happy in their life,
But they think I'm ok with nothing causing strife.
All those people can't see beyond that smile.
They can't see that what's in my heart is vile.
But the show must go on as they say
So I plaster on that smile day after day.
I'm an actress can't they see
How I act is never truly reality.
It's getting hard to smile with everything right now
My heart and mind are shattering but no one can see how.
For once look past that never-ending smile and try to see
The broken sorrowful girl that truly is me.
Yep! I'm never as happy as I let others think I am because I can't stand to see others hurt that way. In the end, I just keep hurting myself, but that's alright. I've gotten used to pain in my life.
It's getting hard to smile with everything right now,
To always keep on laughing when you really want to frown.
No one is ever truly this happy in their life,
But they think I'm ok with nothing causing strife.
All those people can't see beyond that smile.
They can't see that what's in my heart is vile.
But the show must go on as they say
So I plaster on that smile day after day.
I'm an actress can't they see
How I act is never truly reality.
It's getting hard to smile with everything right now
My heart and mind are shattering but no one can see how.
For once look past that never-ending smile and try to see
The broken sorrowful girl that truly is me.
Yep! I'm never as happy as I let others think I am because I can't stand to see others hurt that way. In the end, I just keep hurting myself, but that's alright. I've gotten used to pain in my life.
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