DONT BLOG MUCHH && BOYY PROBLEMS..
WELL IM NEW TO MTV.COM LIKE THE MY MTV THING HAHA.. I DONT USUALLY BLOG.. ON GAIAONLINE.COM I DO HAVE A JOURNAL.. LOL AND ON MYSPACE I HAVE LIKE 3 BLOGS.. (WWW.MYSPACE.COM/MOMO1489 cool OK.. IM MICHELLE AND IM BORED.. IF U EVER READ THIS BLOG OR NE OTHER BLOGS U WILL NOTICE THAt I SAY BORED BOUT 50 TIMES.. LOL.. AND THAT TO.. LOL LAWL. LUL . HAHAH IM SOO FRIKKIN BORED..
THE REASON I PUT RELATIONSHIP: COMPLICITED WAS I HAVE AN ONLINE BOYFRIEND WHO AINT NEVER ONLINE..(I LIVE IN KY HE LIVES N FL) AND IVE GIVEN HIM MY CELLY NUMBER LIKE TWICE AND HE IS THE 1 WHO WANTS TO TEXT AND SHIZ AND HE WONT EVEN TEXT ME.. SO IM GIVING HIM TIL SUMMER LOL AFTER THAT I MIGHT BE SINGLE.. WE HAVE BEEN "ONLINE" DATING FOR LIKE 9 MONTHS.. LOL AND IN THE NINE MONTHS IVE TALKD TO HIM BOUT 12 TIMES.. AT FIRST IT WAS ALL GOOD LIKE HE WAS ON EVERY DAY AND WE TALKED WHENEVER AND WHEREEVER LOL BUT NOT THAT HE IS BK IN REGULAR HIGH SCHOOL (HE DROPPED OUT N WENT BK IN.. I DROPPED OUT AS WELL BUT IM GETTIN MY G.E.D) AND HE MADE ME FEEL UNSURE.. HE WAS LIKE " HEYY THIS GIRL NAMED SAM LIKES ME AND ASKED ME OUT.. WHAT SHOULD I DO..?" AND I WAS LIKE WELL IF U RLY HAVE TO ASK AND IF U RLY LOVE AND OR LIKE ME U WOULD TELL HER RIGHT AWAY "NO THANKS I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND.." I MEAN I HAVE BEEN ASKED OUT LIKE 4 TIMES SINCE WE HAVE BEEN GOIN OUT AND I MEAN I DIDNT HAVE TO ASK HIM WHAT I SHOULD DO.. AND I DONT WANNA END IT CAUSE I LOVE HIM.. AND IDK.. SO HE WROTE BK TO WHAT I TOLD I HIM HE WAS LIKE YEA I TOLD HER I GOT A GIRLFRIEND LOL.. AND I WAS LIKE DAMN U MADE ME FEEL SO UNSURE.... >_< HE WRITES ME ON MYSPACE LIKE EVERY 4 WEEKS AND I COUNT THE DAYS TILL HE WILL REPLY.. AND IT DOES HURT.. TO HAVE A ONLINE BOYFRIEND WHO IS NEVER ONLINE... AND I KNO THAT EVERY 1 CANT BE ON THE COMP 24/7 AND PPL HAVE LIFES BUT I MEAN I HAVE A LIFE AND I AINT ON 24/7 BUT I STILL GET ON LOL.. SO I DISCOVERED HE HAS A JOB AND YEA IT MEAN WORKIN TAKES A LOT OF ENERGY [I WOULDNT KNO.. THE ONLY WORK I DO IS CUT GRASS AND HOUSE WORK..] BUT IF UR IN A RELATIONSHIP U HAVE THE NEED TO TALK TO SUM1 AND LISTEN AND SHIZZ.. U KNO.. IT HURTS ME TO SAYY THIS BUT I DO LOVE HIM AND IDK IF WE R RLY GONNA PULL THROUGHT.... LOL.. AND SOMETIMES I THINK BOUT ALL THE OTHER ONLINE BOYFRIENDS IVE HAD. (THO' WITH THEM I USED A FAKE PICTURE AND IT WAS EASIER TO GET OVER AND I WAS SCARED OF REJECTION AND PUTTN MY FEELINGS OUT THERE.) I DID LIE AND BECOME SOME PICTURE I FOUND ON THE INTERNET BUT I KNEW THEY WOULD NEVER LIKE ME. HALF THE TIME I DONT EVEN LIKE MYSELF.. MAYBE THATS IT I GUESS CJ JUSS DONT LIKE ME NE MORE.. I BET HE HAS A RL GIRLFRIEND IN FL AND IM KOOL WIT DAT BUT I WANT HIM TO TELL ME.. AND END IT SO I CAN BELIEVE IT WAS THE DISTANCE.. BUT IDK.. SO NOW AS I SIT HERE THINKN BOUT HIM IM ALMOST IN TEARS [IDK Y THO'] BUT I HAVE FAITH N CJ IMMA GIVE HIM TIL SUMMER LIKE I SAID EARLIER.. I LOVE YEA BABE... AND I WISH WE COULD TALK MORE.. AND IDK IF U WILL EVEN READ THIS LOL.. BUT IF U DO. ILY 143
he told me that he had to drop textn cause he was poor.. lol crazy but i ill love yea!
FUN FUN FUN
WELL 2 DAYY WAS SUPER FUN.. MAMAW HAS AUTI,LEXI,AND NICK.. AND TODAYY WE HAD AN AWESOME TIME... WE PLAYED OUTSIDE AND TOOK PICTURES, THEN WE PLAYED BASEBALL TILL WE LOST THE BALL AND THEN FOUND IT... THEN WE FLOW OUR FAIRY KITES... AND IT WAS HELLA FUN... LOL THEN IT STARTED RAININ... HAHA WE WENT TO MIC CITY MALL//LIBRARY AND WE SEEN SOME HORSES.. AND WENT TO THE DOLLAR STORE... AFTER WE CAME HOME WE PLAYED ON THE COMP... WATCHED TELLY AND A MOVIE.. THEN BOUT 6 WE WENT TO GREEN TREE MALL AND WENT SHOPPIN.. AND SHIZ.. THE KIDDIES SEEN THERE OTHER BROTHER BLAKE... HE IS SO CUTE..... I GOT A NEW MANGA AND A BFF NECKLESS FOR ME AND KASEY... IM UBBER BORED... I FINALLY TALKED TO MY BOO THING... HE HAS A NEW PIC.. I LOVE IT... AT FIRST I DINT LIKE IT BUT NOW I LOVE IT HAHA... MANN I NEED NEW GAUGES... LOL I WAS GONNA GET SOME EARLIER BUT I DINT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY.... HAHA WELL IM BORED OF TYPIN SO BYE... ILY TTYL
postd 5/2 and 5/3
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