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Well...I guess i lied about following he bright side in life...I got crushed today...And idk i want to write to get it all out...

Ok...So i had my First Real life boyfriend...And he was all cool with it...Then he decides to crush me...Oh well...I guess we are friends...i bet not...but today's a sunday...So he probably thought he didn't wanna go to school looking at me or something...Do boy's not get girls's feelings? Probably not...They should have more class then that....I think my brain can't write anymore poems...I can't get any good ones out of my head...Sorta scary...But not really...Maybe my emotions with stay neutral for now...Probably not..I'll prbably be upset about this...But i get i have to take everyday with a grain of rice..And lots of deep breaths...Lots