i say this as wow becasue its so soon after my last journal entry
did any of the 2 of your that read this know that Jack is most likely comming
like this summer too!
when i read it i really did go all super fan girl
the scream and everything!
im a little scared though
like
"OP! suprise he really is just some creepy old guy!"
or
"ewww. You meanyou really look like that?"
or
"oh im sorry i cant go because i just dont want to date you anymore"
im sooooo stupid for saying all that but it is sorta what i think will happen
or i'll be so nerves i wont be able to say real sentences or something
like start one and then completly black out
im actully half expecting to faint if we meet
or just not realize its him
GRAWR!!!
i wish i just wouldnt think about it
me thinking equals bad
i almost always think something really bad is going to happen or
something really crazy good
and for the last one get let down
everyone though is telling me
"yes Larissa he is real! He totally loves you and everything. We so envy you!"
or
"OMG! will you shut up! its not like h real. and if he is then you'll never met!"
RAWR!
conflicted is the feeling of which i have
and im really tired and dont know why sooo
night night time in like ten minutes
did any of the 2 of your that read this know that Jack is most likely comming
like this summer too!
when i read it i really did go all super fan girl
the scream and everything!
im a little scared though
like
"OP! suprise he really is just some creepy old guy!"
or
"ewww. You meanyou really look like that?"
or
"oh im sorry i cant go because i just dont want to date you anymore"
im sooooo stupid for saying all that but it is sorta what i think will happen
or i'll be so nerves i wont be able to say real sentences or something
like start one and then completly black out
im actully half expecting to faint if we meet
or just not realize its him
GRAWR!!!
i wish i just wouldnt think about it
me thinking equals bad
i almost always think something really bad is going to happen or
something really crazy good
and for the last one get let down
everyone though is telling me
"yes Larissa he is real! He totally loves you and everything. We so envy you!"
or
"OMG! will you shut up! its not like h real. and if he is then you'll never met!"
RAWR!
conflicted is the feeling of which i have
and im really tired and dont know why sooo
night night time in like ten minutes
LOVE YA{hopes hes real}
icrush~<3
