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Im not posting La Tortura pt3. * watches the birds fly past the window* I am back at my apartment now. Dan and I are over. He has a crush on someone else. The funny thing is I thought I was drifting from him so why does it hurt like this? Its not a bad hurt, just a kind of loss hurt. *puts a hand on my heart and sighes* He was a really nice guy, and I wish him the best with that guy. I wish I knew the guy's name so I could talk to him. Im not jealous or anything I dont do jelousy, I just want to wish him a good relationship and what not. I hate feeling this way. I wish I didnt have to have had found out the way I did. *frowns and looks at the floor* I didnt want to read his journal to find out I wish he would have PMed me. Oh well it would have been the second relationship end over e-mail. First Christina then Dan. These two I felt the most for. *remembers what happened* Everyone I fall for leaves me for someone else. Christina and Steven, and now Dan and whats his face. *picks up a pillow and hugs it tightly* I guess Im not meant to love. Well better go now. Ja Ne!