i was with my friends today when i realized something... why is it that those who are closest to you seem to always be so far away? they always seem to not be around when you need them... always seem to be busy right at that moment... and the people you're with at that time you know won't be able to take what you want to say seriously... they will make a joke out of it, and you will end up feeling like an idiot... i don't really know why i feel like this... i just do... i just feel like those with whom i feel so close to at school can never see the more serious side of me. if they ever did, they would not be able to handle it... they would almost immediately just brush it off as some sort of joke... like he would never be that serious, never actually mean what he's saying to be serious... and i end up feeling like a fool... sometimes i just wish that maybe someone would be able to understand what i'm trying to say... se that i'm not trying to be funny... that i just want to be serious sometimes...
IM VERY BISEXUAL Community Member 
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