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In early lights of the upcoming morning,
I see your beautiful face.
I am not fully awake as I open my eyes,
I do not see you here with me.
I feel the bed beside me but
You were never there...
The deep love I feel for you
Beats in my heart so deeply...

I ask myself this question,
this one question;
Almost constantly this question...
It almost haunts me.

Why do you love me so much?
Why do I love you this much?
Do I love you too much?
Not enough?
These small questions,
Beat at my heart...
And they seep into my soul...
I just wish...
Wish that I could ...
I wish that I could be happy.
But that's not quite right.
I am happy.
But the questions nag at me.
I doubt myself so much...

I long to reach my hand out
And touch the softness
Of your angelic face.
I long to memorize
Every inch of your
Beautifully built body.
I seek to touch your skin
To feel the rapid heartbeat
Beneath my delicate
Fingertips as I pass
Over your powerful chest.
I long to worship your body and soul.
I long to express my love for you
In every way imaginable.
I seek to make you able
To see directly into my heart.
I want you, to see me.
I want you to see how I really am.
I want you to see, really see
How I love you, from the deepest
Recesses of my soul.

I love you...

Can you see it?
Can you see me?

I love you...

I hope you see that.