Yes. I'm definitely feeling a good headdesk vibe right about now.
I'm a stupid guy. I think i've perfected shooing someone I care about away, thus ending a close relationship before it even begins. Yeah, i've got that down now, I think.
I don't know... I've already told myself to give up all those soft fluttery feelings my heart likes to play with. Not so much for my sake as for the poor b*****d who falls into it.
As emo as that sounds, i've pretty much given up on trying to be with anybody. But surprise surprise. Someone I actually had/have some feelings for actually brought up having some for me.
It leads me to this confusing, headdesk place. Probably for the best that nothing come of this crush of mine... Best for me and them. Still... I don't know what to do. I don't know if I should do anything.
*headdesk*
edaaz · Mon Apr 28, 2008 @ 05:19am · 8 Comments |