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	Hellflame's Rants,Poems, & Role Plays Welcome! this is the place i dump my madness, so dont mind the mess. feel free to comment


Get out of my mind You've crushed the fragment of my heart to dust And you wonder why i doupted you? Told me i shouldnt Demanded i shouldnt Then You desided i that couldnt love you for who you are and in the begining i wanted to do the same to you make you leave me be leave me to my pain and my blade But no you had to be there If it wasnt for you I'd be dead, And ill say that time and time again Because its not wroth it this time You made me relize who i am What i am, And for that i thank you. I wish you the best, though i will send you the worst hellflame3000 · Sun Aug 07, 2005 @ 10:02pm · 6 Comments


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	You said so, at the lake, you said you wouldn't be able to love me the same... I can't be with a doubted and waning boyfriend, much less, a husband. Jin has offered me a home, I still love you, no doubt. But every moment we spent together felt, wrong... It just wasn't meant to be. Hex me, curse me, spit on my new name. I do not care, Damien does not care, Olympia does not care. No part of me worries about your karma magic. My Black Birds, omens, smoke, water, and wax scrying, my incantations cured up and built from ancient, African, Celtic, Native, and Scandinavian aid will pound yours deep into the fossilizing emotions. Do not piss me off, do not doubt that fact you felt BOTH of our love wane as soon as we laid eyes upon each other. It should have been over after I got pregnant with another man's son. Offline ~s[C][O][R][P][ I ][U]s~ · Community Member · Sun Aug 07, 2005 @ 11:43pm


	My Kamirc magic Isnt what i ment. I know what i said at the lake, and i was thinking about that. But what i desided dont matter now, Does it? I wouldnt use magic like that over my own heart ache Or any magic for that matter, and if you want to send what ever you have after me go ahead, Ill still be standing un-touched when the smoke clears, And You know it. and i have no reason to piss you off nor spit on your name. Ive already wished you the best, and i doubt even my worst could warm you in any-way because thats not what i want. Its never what i wanted. And your right, But it should never have happened at all, You should have let me die like i wanted to. Offline hellflame3000 · Community Member · Sun Aug 07, 2005 @ 11:53pm


	Hah, well it doesn't matter... I dumped him and he dumped me at the same time. I'm ****** in every which way... My life is over, now I am going to go rot in hell... **** everybody. Offline ~s[C][O][R][P][ I ][U]s~** · Community Member · Mon Aug 08, 2005 @ 09:31am


	Theres the oly i knew, and loved rolleyes Offline hellflame3000 · Community Member · Mon Aug 08, 2005 @ 07:31pm


	I was waiting for you to say something like that. Don't you dare call me Oly. Don't you dare. Oh, and Jin and I are back together... He says for me to pass on a message "You are one funny b***d Jon, didn't you know she was cheating on you the whole time... With ME no less?"... Hope you enjoyed it you stupid, ck-sucking b***d! whee blaugh 3nodding Anyway, it's kinda funny how you NEVER caught on to ANY of the hints I dropped when you came to visit, how I never hled your hand, out of the blue kissed you, hugged you, and my SO rare, 'I love you's... REALLY **** FUNNY! So you lost your virginity to me, I am SO shocked I didn't break out in hives, or worse, herpes... **** sicko... You're so GROSS and UNCLEAN! You look like you NEVER WASH. And you STINK, notice all the times I CONSTANTLY sprayed that vanilla body mist in my room, EW! I had to wash the damned bedding you touched, like, a billion freakin times! OMG! And like, you have a problem Jon, how you CAN'T c? I asked Mike about that, and he said it only happens when a poor circulated person jacks off too many times, ****** perv. And also, YOUR SENSE OF STYLE IS SOOOOO---- EW! **** STRAIGHT LEGGED JEANS?! What the hell are you thinking?! Which is why I hated walking so close to you, or held your hand, I would rather people think I am RELATED to you, rather than DATING you... Oh, and that fight you tried to start with Mike? I only stopped Mike because I didn't want to white carpet stained with YOUR blood. He would have KILLED you... I kinda wish he did... Ew, anyway... Again, I LOVE Amanda, and I bet Toby is more of a witch than you could every be, you **** py with legs. Karma? That is normally only used my incantaion practicers, and if you tell ANYONE about that possesion moment in my room, I swear to god... I will SKIN YOU ALIVE! I was ready to let the spirit have me out so I could cut you open... But again, the STAINS, I don't even want to think about it, because thats all I have to do and I smell bleach... Anyway, hmmm... HAH! I had a fun time burning those dumbass dogs you bought me... I could have swore I heard them whimper! xd Anyway, hope your life is going to be painfully miserable... ***** internet whore... I'm glad Jin is moving to Seattle... I can't wait to **** him silly, at least he will KNOW what he is doing, and he will be over negative six inches! blaugh Gah, i can't wait for him to ravage me like a starving dog one a wounded rabbit...... Anyway, die slowly and miserably alone! Offline ~s[C][O][R][P][ I ][U]s~** · Community Member · Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 09:42am


	rolleyes Ok have fun...trys to think of something to call you insead but doesnt feel like insulting him self by doing so, and to be honest i dont really care. You played me better than anyone has before and i hate to admit it but i got off on it, and so what im a freak, You be to If you really knew anything about Guilt. and your think i care what you think about me? i never did in the frist place. But im not gona start ranting about this Bull st, Cause It and You for that matter arnt worth the breath; Hell you aint worth the time i wasted talking to you in the frist place....Hm not sure how that works cause my time at that point was well worthless Offline hellflame3000** · Community Member · Wed Aug 10, 2005 @ 06:30am

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