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when your with one but want another
when you know what will happen if you do it
when your life is more confuseing than you ever thought it could be

is it your drug
are you addicted to the pain you cause others
or are you addicted to the feeling of a new one

your screaming inside why do i do this
why am i to afraid to be true to myself and others

so i do
but am still too afraid to say something to the other
plaese hold me untill i have the courage


as he touches me
i am intoxiced with this feeling his smell
i know i'm not supposed to but
please don't let go

i need you
for now