Lately I've been feeling like I don't belong here anymore. Am I annoying? Do I irritate people? Heck, why should I even bother putting up a journal, no one comments them anymore....
I just...I dunno. I guess I just compare to some people on here. I can't even cheer up a friend! Maybe I'm useless.....I probably am. I can't do anyting anymore.
Tons of people probably hate me so much, I just...I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm a soft hearted guy who tires but I can't magically make things vanish.
I don't like to be compared too, especially if another guy is as nice as I am. He's probably better at everything, so it's almost like what's the point.
I just feel useless now that I've returned, like everyone has forgotten all about me or was glad I left. I want to b e there for my friends, but what can I do?
All I can do is talk to them, to try and be there for them. Maybe I'm not doing enough? I dunno..but I really feel like crap right now.
Sorry to bother everyone...like anyone cares.... neutral
Stardust Drifter Community Member 
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