I ******** HATE MY DAD!!!!!!!!! I don't even know who he is anymore. It's a good thing this isn't my actual diary, or it would be soaked by now. I made it to the top 3 in Maritime Idol, I couldn't stop smiling. Then I looked out into the audience after I sang my first song, Since U Been Gone by Kelly Clarkson . Dad had promised me he would be there, but I sure didn't see him. After a while, I got back on and sang again, When You're Gone by Avril. Anyway, I couldn't smile at all, and all the songs after that just made me want to cry. I-I went out into the hallway after a friend of mine had finished performing, she wanted me to come with her to the fountain. Then I hear dad's voice, he was talking to the judges about OUR relationship!!!!!! The b*****d!!!! He didn't even congratulate me... all he said was "You were good. Take my ticket, you might win the door prize." I cried the rest of the ******** night. cry and I still am. I'm past my breaking point, if I don't find a way to earn his respect, I'm calling in the professionals.
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