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A Warm Bubbly Feeling <3 |
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"I just finished talking to Ian just now and he reminded me so much of the fun times that we all had in 8th grade.. the times before people started changing and drifting apart. I know it's all a part of life and it's normal for people to change, but at times, I just wish that we could all go back in time and savor the past. It was sooo much fun. Haha, I remember how it was in Renteria. Meilin being called the ape by Ian and Ian always got his titty twisted by Hetty. LOL. Then there was Jane who was oh so cool in her own Korean way and quiet, yet funny. There was Carena, the extremely loud and bubbly one. Jessica Trinh, the quiet one with the most perfect handwriting and Wendy and Jennifer To, the cousins. Haha, can't forget Randy, Clark, Rebecca, and all the drama crew. ::sighs:: It was FUN. I want to go back to the old times now. SC is not bad, but things aren't just the same as it used to be, when we were all young and had no problems. Well, of course we had problems, but those were just a part of growing up, but now it seems like everyone around me is changing, including me. Thinking back, it was so silly of me to cry during fifth, before the graduation even started. Everyone was crying and I remember telling myself not to cry, but somehow, the tears just spilled. I blame it all on Carena, she started crying first! Haha, then mommy Liz started crying too, and the room was just full of tears. Ahh, I remember.. I remember... Wonderful memories those things were, too bad it's all in the past and everyone is changing now. " -- Friend of mine who had blogged in her xanga recently .
It just made me realize how carefree everyone once was . How I once was . It was nice being 14 . :] And to be in 8th grade . Freshman year has just gone by and sophmore year is right around the corner ... just as my friend here had mentioned , me being the loud & bubbly one . :] That just made my day , as freaked out as I was today . When a "friend" comes by your house at around 9 in the morning and stays outside your house for about half an hour waiting for you to open the door for them . And leave you 15 voicemails, have 55 missed calls , 5O comments on your myspace , I'd be a little freaked out , wouldn't you ? And how my friend here mentioned about me crying first , heh . I don't know , I really didn't want to cry . It's just that feeling that these people whom you've grown so close to , you'd probably still keep in touch with but hardly ever see again , it's hard .
And err .. I don't update much in my journal , so if you would like to read more about my updated life , my xanga would be a better choice . :]
 Rena-chan · Thu Aug 04, 2005 @ 05:22am · 1 Comments |
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