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i never ask to be his lover okay. i just wanted to be his friend. i would have never quess when he said he like three girls and he said you know one of them. of course we are good friends.
It started about two days ago. He had this secret he won't tell me. so i had one of his friends tryone tell me in computer litercy class. He told me he loved me. of corse coming from him it seems like a lie. but he said "if i was lying then why is he keeping it such a secret from you" i wonder But then i saw a slide saying jojo likes you so deleted the slide. strangely after that in my per 10 i went to talk to him. All he said hi to me walking away very fast and with out looking me in the eye. So i just lefted it too that. When going home his friend called me said the same thing tyone said.
yesterday i went to him right before second periode. i said hi and when he saw me he looked away. So i waited a whole periode and when he got out i pulled on his hoody. i was behind him so i just keep pulling but he kept walking with out looking at me. i asked " why are you not talking to me?" Still he didn't even turned around. That made me kind of sad and hurt. It is not like him to do that. So i was sad till lunch. it was like a whole hour. but after i lefted him. tyrone came over and said
" see was i telling the truth." i just nodded.
Then at lunch he didn't sit next to me so i didn't get to talk to him. his third friend told him what i wanted to say. So i got the message he talk to me after lunch. But same as always he ran. so i pulled his jacket. He putted his hand near his eyes so he won't see me. i just sigh and smile like always and said
" why do you avoid me?" And he lyied
"i'm not" i pulled him close to me and he just pulled more. so i leted him go. tyone said the kissing song so i just left
after that i met up with my friend, she knew and was surprise to hear him say that she told me
" i won't see why. you have a good persantly. you smile a lot (so true) , laugh to almost anything, your a great friend and you always seem bright. i looked at her a laugh not sure if thats true. Then i went to lessons. Right now it was 8-9 periode. the guy in my lessons is to me know as he like me, not sure but my friends think he does. He siad
" i know who likes you"
" i know" i said and lefted the room. i saw him but he didn't even smile at me. i looked away and didn't see all day after that.
the next day i had a letter for him but i forgot it at home so i had to rewrite the whole thing again i gave it to my friend who said she'll give it to him. i saw him a blushed as my hearted hearted that he might hate me so i just walked past him. Than after that i didn't even see him. i talked to tyorone about it. he said it started one the bus. they were talking and he just slipped it out. when tyorone tried to cover it up this boy said my name and jojo just letted the other thing crash.
" just like him. so hard to keep his secret in" i laughed out. Than i saw him come over. i blushed but he did't notice. he bought lunch and sat next to me like always. But the space was pretty big between us. Than bert pushed him close to me i blushed as he looked away. i pushed him away from me. we acted normal from then but it seems still there is something that will never go back
 akira0164 · Wed Apr 09, 2008 @ 10:29pm · 0 Comments |
