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	It's so cold....
	It's so cold....


I don't know why....it's just so cold....just ever so cold.... But not outside cold...it's inside cold....and it hurts..... I had lied to myself before to keep the pain away.... so I wouldn't have to bare it....but it just hurts so much now.... it hurts ever so much..... I feel so shattered...... so broken..... I no longer see the light in myself, why I am a good person... I am a bad person.... It's just so cold.....so dark.... I can see the light, in ever one, I can see the goodness in them. Everyone has a good side... Just not me.... I'm just trash...no one wants trash.... I hurt people....I am heartless.... It's so cold now.... So very cold..... I feel like I'm falling, into the grasp of the darkness..... I'm falling off the edge of the abyss I've been balancing on, it's to late now... I'm lost now x-l J i n x l-x · Wed Apr 09, 2008 @ 03:05am · 2 Comments


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Thu Apr 17, 2008 @ 01:15am

Omg sarah you have a mental issue you need mental help ok you need it badly I should call a physicatin

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Thu May 01, 2008 @ 06:13pm

Jinxy.... We all have a time when we cannot see the light in ourselves, and it takes our friends to reflect the light we shine to the world, That is how we can see the light in them yet not in our own hearts.

in time we can see the good we have done and love we have shared with the world. to quote an evenessnce song verse

How can you see into my eyes like open doors, leading you down into my core where i've become so numb. without a soul my spirit sleeping some where
cold. { BRING ME TO LIFE }

never lost to those who care, though in the shadows they may reisde, till need summons them to you here.

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