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Before my eyes
love is dyeing everywhere
my heart aches for all
and im stuck in a year
of death
i so sick of pain
im so sick of tears
im increadibly sick of
the secret i have to hide
my emotions are slowly being
locked up in a box
with no key to ever get them out
im drownding in 2008
no pain can cover the doubt
of a brighter future
and i try and try
to wriite something epic
but all i get is nothing
my fingers dont want to work
my mind in numb
no music can soothe
the beast in me now
my mind is just a time bomb
waiting to go off
and no one bothers helping
in this world of doubt
the futures looking bleak
and the past is fading away
and everything i said
is just like yesterday
gone
like dust it leaves
and i feel a strange sadness
for i miss You and i
want you back in my arms
but im a once in a lifetime girl
and i wont take you back
it hurts
and will hurt
time and time again
but fear not, for i will
always
always
always
always
have a place in my heart
for You
and everyone else
so i guess this is
my final good bye
for its time for me
to drownd in the truth
of this horrible 2008