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how is everyone today? I'm feeling HORRIBLE. -___-;;;
its all that stupid kid jimmy's fault! he was singing this emo song that made me remember how horrible I felt after that incident if you know what I mean..
so it totally ruined my mood.
I've been wanting to kill everyone today. I feel so evil today..
shelby was no help either, she was all evil and mad and crazy and wanted to kill everyone too so that made me even worse. I don't know whats wrong with me... my killing tendencies are getting worse....I think its all the pent up energy I have..maybe...I need to go camping again..back to the forest I love for some relaxation...stokes state forest... heart
man I love that place! best place I've ever been to in my life! rather go there then our usual pennsylvania amusement park trip! X3333
Stokes is the best place EVER!!! -sigh- but because of gas prices, won't be going there to often anymore! crying crying crying crying crying emo
how am I going to ever release any of my stress if I don't have anything to get it out on? if this keeps up I'm going to eventually end up killing or severely injuring somebody...oh well....I'll try my best only to injure ^^ I don't want to kill anyone....that would be horrible...I couldn't handle it...but, if my rage and stress were great enough, I could easily do it...but the feelings afterwards would be horrible...