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I saw him again today. His eyes were as magnificant as ever and his smile melted my heart. He made the baseball team and always wears his team jacket... maroon looks amazing on him. I'm probably never gonna tell him how I feel and most likely he'll never find out. He's number one on my list of amazing people I want to notice me. Between him, Jeremy, and Clay my day is never dull for they always seem to be just around the corner when I'm feeling a bit down. -sigh- I'm in the same room with him for CSAP as well which means two half days of heaven. I think he keeps finding silly excuses to talk to me, because everyday he asks if I'll bring cupcakes again as if he has nothing else to ask me. Maybe it's wishful thinking but I can wish can't I? That a handsome jock like him would like a geeky bookworm possible psyco with friends to match like me. No, now I'm sure it's only wishful thinking, but if only he'd notice me and just ask me to come to one of his baseball games I would drop everything to see him play. Between the sport I love and the guy I'm falling for it would be a perfect day. A gaia wish for you to notice, Micheal. Notice me .... Please?