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So, yeah, the panic sets in. I have a project due in a few weeks and honestly, I haven't thought about it even in the slightest. I'm going to work new hours starting Tuesday, and all kinds of things are just happening. It's spring, I'm in love, I'm sad and happy (TOM is on it's way). I feel almost itchy or anxious. I wonder if something's going to happen soon, something big. I'm so scared of getting married soon, I don't know if I'm ready. I'm going to graduate soon, I'm going to college, I'm moving out in 3 months... I'm going to be a mom eventually. All these things are becoming so visible it's making my stomach turn. I wish I was out with Bryan.. he never invites me anywhere, I kind of just sit around while he gets drunk with his friends... I'm really lonely right now. Sooo tired... Hahaha, I'm bored. Alright... I think it's bed time tomorrow is Easter and I have so much to do.