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bang bang
i pull the trigger
watch me slither away
my soul flying away
you kill me inside
you say you love me
i say i love you
but who is true?

im not blind
im not dumb
believe you me
i see whats going on
all around me
you may not know
but i sure do
the proof is clear

i guess im not ur #1
you have cut the last piece
of hope i had left
you sufficated it in lies
you didnt know i knew
who else you were seeing
i though i was right
figures i'd be wrong

yep thats my life
it sucks
its suffering
its a punishment for living
i dont understand
just one thing im thinking
why lie just be honest with me
i'll give you another shot
i can always forgive
not saying i'll forget

yea i love you
yea you're in my head
yea i'm better off being dead
but one thing is missing
the gun to my head
remember what i said
i am crazy
some say insane

im not afraid
bang bang
and i could be dead
you wont notice
i'm missing
with a bullet in my head
to bad
to late
forget it
i didnt hesitate

willing & free
thats what i wish to be
open the door
give me the key
to the gate
of why i'm so empty
now set me free

put that gun to my head
pull the trigger
im not just dead
im free!