Eh, I'm really sorry. I think that I act like myself, but I suppose I don't, and I'm just really sorry for that. Sure I agree with ideas and views that he agrees with, but I don't try to be like him personally. I promise I'll try and look at things differently, be more open minded with things. I never meant to make you think if things would work between us or not, and I know that you hate thinking of things about that topic. I don't mean to irk anyone, really, no one. And it kills me to know that I actually bother you. You want to help people with their problems, hear their complaints. i must really hurt and bother you if it's hard to hear mine. I'll tone it down I promise. I'll try and change, I promise. I'm sorry he bothers you, I don't mean for him to be the way he naturally is. I know things are better now, but I hate sitting around and just waiting for things to happen. I'll change, for you i'll change. I promise I'll change.
This is for me, venting wise, I don't want comments, and I don't want people asking what this is about, it's no one's business but mine.
Thanks for understanding.
& if you can't, suck my c**k.
kthxsbai.
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