Well, I went swimming on Monday, Skating on Tuesday and went to the movies and Pizza Delight today. The movie we (my little brothers and my grandmother) went to see was The Pirates Who Don't Do Anything. At the very end when the little boy says "That's my dad!" I almost cried. I almost cried because... well, I can't look at up my dad and say that. He's never really been a role model for me. He puts my hopes and my dreams, and he's never there when it counts. I'm tired of hiding his name. Andrew Taylor is the worst father I can imagine. *sigh* I miss my old dad. The one who would play with me, read me a good night story, who'd tuck me into bed at night and sometimes even sing me to sleep. I miss the dad that would hold me in his arms when I was sad, or scared, or lonely. I miss my old dad, the one who told me I would always be his little girl. cry I just want him to look at me the way he did when I was young and tell me that he loves me, and have him mean it. I want him to hold me in his arms again and tell me that he's sorry. I don't think that's too much to ask for.I don't know, am I being greedy, wanting the father that I had before?
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