And it makes me wonder,
Why does he want me?
I'm...not the best he can get...
And it hurts thinking about someday I'll let him down...
And...That will be a horrid day...
So I dont know what to do...
I dont want to leave him, and hope he'll find someone better than me...
Because if I ever see his new other...
It'll make me feel like I just did the most foolish thing in my life.
But then again,
If I stay...
I'm afraid there will be someone else...
And I'm keeping him from being with them...
Not to mention how...I'm not really good at anything...
I dont know if I'll ever be able to truly help him...
I'd probably just make his life harder...
I dont know...
I try not to think about it...
But... The thoughts always come back...
leaving doubts in my mind...
And a weakness in my heart...
...
