Wow, my second entry today, that means something's wrong with me. Boys, I have question for you. What do you look for in a girl? Is it her looks? How big her boobs are? Her personality or her intelligence? I can't go into the towns anymore. I was just walking around and some random person, he came up to me and all he wanted was for me to be his GF. I told I wasn't ready for that and he left. He just left without a word. It was the worst feeling ever, like I wasn't worth anyone's time. Like I just take up space in this world. That's exactly how my dad makes me feel. Why am I being tested like this? I have hardly any true friends. Friends who will be there for me, and comfort me. I can't let too many people into my life. And I'm so insecure that I find it even harder to trust the men in my life. I just... I just don't know what to do anymore. If it weren't for the fact that my family loves me and I wasn't too scared, I'd have killed myself long ago. I'm losing my friends, I've lost my father (not really but, it feels that way), and I'm losing my sanity. I'm so lost and afraid. Someone, anyone, please, show me a place where I can be happy. Where I can be free and see the morning light everyday. Where I can roam with people who are like me, who appreciate me and who care about me. Please, before it's too late, someone, I'm begging you... please.
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