oh my god this little bitchy b*****d ********
he's just a very large homophobe who doesn't understand himself
Zero would kill him for what he's saying about me and Na-chan
mmhmm
he's a homophobe and i could kill him
-later and still a little pissed off-
god i'm so tired.....i fell asleep watching Blade (i know, i'm obsesed....at least it wasn't The Nightmare Before Christmas)
So I woke up about 20 minutes ago, had dinner and watched a little bit of Napolion Dynamite (it was on Comedy Central), then came up here
and now i'm talking to Lucas on IM and he's comming to our school next year and i'm happy and he's like "Would you still like to get back together with me next year?"
and of course I would because he's super nice and stuff and how could i say no?
I know, i'm strange....and i found out the strangest thing yesterday
Denzi likes B
and i'm freaking out about this because B's my bff and it's weird cuz he says he's liked her ever since he met her and so he's just talking about this now? tho at the time he was going out with Bianca but still.
so i'm kinda pissed at him
that home breaking cradle robber
how dare he
-much later and i'm pissed at myself, so the rest of this entry will be broadcasted from my emo room-
god i'm an idiot
Striker's pissed at me (i can't figure out why he still loves me, i mean i'll just keep stabbing at his heart till there's nothing left!)
i shouldn't have brought up that Lucas and I are getting back together
god i'm an idiot -slams head on desk then throws a pillow at a wall-
He's all pissed at me and he's like "fine, go ******** up your life" and i really want him to understand that i like Lucas and i wanna be with him right now because Lucas is smart and funny and cute but nuuuuuu he's pissed and doesn't want to be my friend right now!
GOD THIS IS WHY I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY HE STILL LOVES ME!!! WE KEEP IN CONTACT AND I TELL HIM ABOUT THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY BUT THEN HE GETS PISSED OFF BECAUSE HE STILL LIKES ME AND I JUST CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE AND I DON'T KNOW HOW HE CAN STAND ME I JUST MESS HIM UP EVEN MORE AND I JUST CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE!! I'LL BE WITH MORE GUYS, WHO KNOWS HOW MANY IN MY LIFETIME, AND HE'LL JUST GET CAUGHT IN THE CROSSFIRE AND GET HURT OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND I HATE IT!
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