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S e e W h a t s I n s i d e
What's inside of that person you love so much? Why are you attracted to them? ... Don't let them escape. Hold them until the break of dawn.
My day.
Happy ******** Leap Year Day, everybody. :/ It's so ******** retarded and from this day on, I'll always HATE Leap Year. Let me tell you about my day, from when I ******** fell asleep. Yeah.

I fell asleep at about two ******** thirty last night, and I was crying and texting Pat, and I felt bad for keeping him up so I cried more because of it... anyway. Yeah. Fell asleep at two thirty, and woke up at ******** six. All the thespians were complaining because they got six hours of sleep. I was complaining because I got three and a half. I'm sick of the p***y-a** thespians. Even though two of them are my best friends, I'm ******** sick of them. They complain about everything because people treat them differently. GEE. NO WONDER. You ******** dress like a freak! Anyway. I woke up at six, showered, and barely made it to the bus. Got to school, and listened to the thespians complain. It pisses me off. So. First block was good. Fell asleep during the movie and b/sed most of the assignment on it. Think I passed.

Second block. This one is interesting. My two "best friends" got in a fight with each other because of me and Manda's boyfriend, so whatever. I start crying because people are talking about how they hate their parents because they couldn't get the nice outfit they wanted or the ******** CD they wanted. I was crying because I don't even have a family. They all hate me, except for my Great Uncle and my cousin. They're the only two who accept me for who I am; not what I look like. Then I remember about my Great Uncle, and cry harder. Then Manda tries to comfort me and I cry harder. I'm one of those people where if you try to comfort me while I cry, I cry harder. It's just the way I am. So yeah. I cried, and stayed curled in a ball on my chair all class. I was shaking from misery and hating my family and missing Pat.

Third and fourth block were very hard to get through with a smile, but I did anyway. :/

So I dyed the tips of my hair purple about a month or so ago, and they faded to pink the next day so I've had pink tips for about a month. I finally re-dyed them last night and they were supposed to be purple, but they turned blue. I'm so upset. I'm going to buy red hair dye next time I'm with Pat to re-dye them and see how that comes out. Lol. Watch, they'll be green. xD Anyway.

I'm going with Pat on Sunday to finally pick up my ring. I'm so thrilled. ^.^ I can finally wear it and show off my "engagement" to him. I'm essited. <3 Taa taa for now.


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    "i'm really thankful that Pat's there to help yah when you feel so miserable. he really is a great guy."

    "i hope you feel etter dear. ^^ you know how i feel when you're sad."




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    comment Lucid Ordinance · Community Member · Sat Mar 01, 2008 @ 03:40am
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