Today, it's after school and now starts my four day weekend. I hope something fun happens, but I have a feeling nothing will. My brother and I are hoping to go to the mall one day with our friend, get some Panera Bread, and sit by the fountain. But, we always have to make up the frickin' drving arrangement. Nowadays, no one just wants to be helpful and say "Sure, I'll take you guys to the mall". Instead, it has to be something like this, "Listen, I have plans this weekend (like always) and I don't want to go out of my way ((for you evil )).....I will only take you one way, but you have to find the other way back". And that is how it always is, every single time. I'm not kidding. Kinda depressing . So, maybe something positive will come out of this.
Also, I gave up on the trip to Washington D.C. thing. Like any of my family members can just give me $2000+ just for me. I didn't ask, but I already know it. That why I've been thinking that oppurtunity only comes to those who can afford it. And that's the dead truth. I hate this.
And another thing, I can't stand this thing going around from my mom to my dad. All they really talke about is MONEY, MONEY, MONEY. I mean ,I know money bascially fuels like everything, but its just so stupid. I need a frickin' scientific calculator ($100+) and I asked my mom, she said "Ask your dad, he has to pay for it-BLAH BLAH BLAH". So I ask my dad, even though I already know its a no, and he vsays "HA, I'm not paying for it, your mother can. I give her money already......" So, I'm screwed. That is just sad when I can't even get something for SCHOOL That is why there is so much teen suicides these days. I'm getting really pissed off, and yes, I have thought of suicide, but I could never really do it (it think). I just wish that something good would really happen. Please, just something.....
So, that's bascially everything right now that I can tink of. Thank for reading b/c it got all of my feeling out 3nodding
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However, don't blame anyone but yourself for the Washington DC thing, you didn't ask Grandma or Uncle Scott to help with the money...and they would have helped, you know how they are.
The money thing is true, and so is the ride thing. I doubt we will go to the mall, unless Gina calls me.