I somehow picked it up last Thursday and have been sick ever since.
I've been in bed mostly everyday since then.
My voice was totally gone and I sounded terrifying.
I've only missed one day of school, which is good on my account.
But being sick with bronchitis sucks cause it really drains me.
I feel totally useless and can't bring myself to do anything because of it.
I couldn't stop coughing and I think my smoking made it worse.
But thankfully I'm trying to stop.
Sunday I went to see my close friend Lindsay, who I haven't seen since august.
I was so happy cause we got to sit down and talk for about an hour and a half.
She's about 8 months pregnant and she looks gorgeous.
I'm amazed at how she didn't gain any excess weight or anything.
But she does look beautiful and I can't wait till the baby comes.
We talked about how on her next day off we're going to hang
out since we miss each other and loved catching up.
It was funny though cause on the way home driving I had a smoke.
Then like five minutes later I got frustrated cause I kept coughing.
So I realized that I was being a total jackass so I opened my window, a
nd chucked my box of cigs right out.
There was like 8 of them left and I decided that I'm done with smoking.
But now I'm really regretting it, cause I've wanted one soooo badly.
What sucks more is that I've wanted to hang out with my friends all weekend!
But I won't let myself cause I don't want to run the risk of them getting sick.
I know I'd had to cough on them to give it to them
but I still don't want to chance it. Bronchitis is horrible, I would know.
I used to get it when I was little and I would get like really sick.
Thankfully I haven't had it in a few years
and I only had a small fever this time around. T
he coughing's still a b***h, though my voice is
now returning which is good.
I can also sing again which is even better.
I'm still not 100% though cause it still hurts to speak
and I'm still coughing violently.
But hopefully that'll pass soon, in time it should.
Well it's 4:52am and I'm shivering up at my computer desk.
I woke up this morning at 4:12 and couldn't stop sneezing.
With my luck there was no tissues around
and I can't find any in my whole house which pisses me off.
The ONLY time I need them and there are NONE around.
I'm going back in my room to watch Full Metal Alchemist
and maybe sleep a little more before I have to leave.
I'm going to visit ESU college today, hopefully that'll go over well. =P
