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November 1, 2007 - Thursday


Another Song From Bunny (Lyrics)
Current mood: anxious
Category: Music

The Rain The Park & Other things by The Cowsills

I saw her sitting in the rain,
raindrops falling on her.
She didn't seem to care.
She sat there and smiled at me.

And I knew (I knew, I knew, I knew, I knew)
she could make me happy (happy, happy).
Flowers in her hair, flowers everywhere.

I love the flower girl, oh, I don't know just why.
She simply caught my eye.
I love the flower girl, she seemed so sweet and kind.
She crept into my mind.

Suddenly the sun broke through (see the sun).
I turned around she was gone (where did she go).
And all I had left was one little flower from her hair.

But I knew (I knew, I knew, I knew, I knew)
she had made me happy (happy, happy).
Flowers in her hair, flowers everywhere

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AmberlynN


Awwwe, how sweet.
I seriously can't see him writing that.
But it's still really sweet and cute.
Hehe. smile

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The Macaroni To Your Cheese.


I know! It's so weird. I was so shocked when he sent it to me, but then again I wasn't. Bunny's not as scary as he looks and acts!

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October 15, 2007 - Monday

Lyrics from Bunny (Tiamat)
Category: Music

As Long As You Are Mine

You dance like liquid fire
Like crystal methedrine
You make the stars come closer
The most beautiful girl I've seen

You're everything I want
Only you can set me free
You're an angel in the snow
You're a shot in the arm for me

I will let your LED's shine
As long as you are mine

You move and whisper softly
You make me safe and sound
You're a tranquilizer
You make the world go round

You are here beside me
You make me feel fine
I'll go through any day
As long as you are mine

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September 29, 2007 - Saturday

Across The Universe Lyrics
Current mood: cheerful
Category: Music

Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup,
They slither while they pass, they slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my open mind,
Possessing and caressing me.
Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world,
Nothing's gonna change my world.

Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes,
That call me on and on across the universe,
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box they
Tumble blindly as they make their way
Across the universe
Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world,
Nothing's gonna change my world.

Sounds of laughter shades of earth are ringing
Through my open views inviting and inciting me
Limitless undying love which shines around me like a
million suns, it calls me on and on
Across the universe
Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world,
Nothing's gonna change my world.

Currently listening :
Across the Universe
By John Lennon
Release date: 14 September, 2007

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September 25, 2007 - Tuesday

"Desperately Wanting" By Better Than Ezra
Current mood: anxious
Category: Music

??Past the road to your house
That you never called home
Where they turned out your lights
Though they say you'll never know
?
I remember running through the wet grass
And failing a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
?
When they pumped out your guts
And filled you full of those pills
You were never quite right
Deserving all the chills
They say the worst is over
Kicked it over and ran
Then they ask what went wrong
When they turn you on again
They turn you on again.
?
[Chorus:]
Kick them right in the face
Make them wish they weren't born
And if they bring up your name
Well they'll say you won the war.
Baby burst in the world
Never given a chance
Then they ask what went wrong
When you never had it right
?
Oh the letters have dropped off
Though they say you got them all
I finally figured out some things you'll never know.
Take back your life and let me inside
We'll find the door if you care to anymore.
?
I remember running through the wet grass
and falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately Wanting.?






Currently listening :
Ezra: Greatest Hits
By Better Than Ezra
Release date: 15 March, 2005

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September 18, 2007 - Tuesday

Zerotonine Lyrics
Current mood: weird
Category: Music

Zerotonine lyrics by Junkie XL

She was born fat to believe to be wed
is a blessing with doubt without believe
Matrimony, so phony
Her up bringing real gloomy
Like a church mouth to his pouch
Before filling a duty
Counting out to all around
Left room shadow
When thoughts about pout
Outlays with sulk
In disgust she's filled with void
She said...

Zerotonine, I'm in line, to feel fine
Everything else, makes me blind

Rings are gold and funds are mould
The story turns old, to kick it in so bold
Now rise and unfold
All awhile I focus in the fiftieth mid
Wrapped to a person that could
Only be my dad
Mom's bliss's a chocolate but
Versus regret
She said, she said...

Zerotonine, I'm in line, to feel fine
Everything else, makes me blind

Zerotonine, I'm in line, to feel fine
Everything else, makes me blind

The girls next door
Slaves to explore
Gets more than she's looking for
Adventure k.o. no quid pro quo's
Gonna make her feel down and low
What a faint make up
(It's) Hard to keep the face up
Many partners come and go
Before she wakes up
Those who stay
Make it tempo-free
made a wish she said
If you buy yesterday
Who's faster faster each day
and I stay on her finest array
then I heard her say
I heard her say

Zerotonine, I'm in line, to feel fine
Everything else, makes me blind

Talked to the one who had no fun
From the day of their own prom
Hide behind quibbler lunch
Heard the words of great importance

Zerotonine, I'm in line, to feel fine
Everything else, makes me blind

Zerotonine, I'm in line, to feel fine
Everything else, makes me blind

Currently watching :
M*A*S*H - Season Four (Collector’s Edition)
Release date: 15 July, 2003

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August 15, 2007 - Wednesday

A song that seems so familiar, but I know I’ve never heard it. (I stole the lyrics, so sue me)
Current mood: weird
Category: Music

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Sara Magdalene
I.
Sara Magdalene grew up outside the city
That doesn't sleep, but not cause they don't want to
And one day she thought that she heard
Her name echoing through the clouds and written in the stars
And she thought she was the daughter of Jesus

"Oooh, baby, your so cold,"
She said with a smile in her eyes.
"But one day you will be warm again, your eyes will light up like candles and your voice will resonate through the sky."
"But what about you?"
Sara gave a quiet smile and touched my hand.
"Don't worry," she said softly, "I will be everywhere."

II.
One day Sara called me, saying,
"The time has come! The time has come!"
And before I knew it we were asleep in a parking lot
Dangling beneath a chain link fence
And she held me close to her body
And dried my eyes with the sleeve of her blouse.
And then she smiled and said,
"You must kill me."
"What?! But, Sara, no..."
"You have to. It is the only way that the world will be saved and you will be warm again."
"But I can't! I don't wanna..."
"But, baby, your so cold."

And she pulled out a gun and I held it to her temple, turret shaking and tears streaming from my eyes mingling with sweat dripping from my forehead, and I couldn't do it, and she said I had failed her, but she would forgive me, and then she faded into the fog and I didn't see her for a while after that.

III.
The last time I saw Sara Magdalene, she didn't remember saying she was the daughter of God, but she said that she loved me anyway. And we talked for a while, and we talked about what Jim Morrison said about poetry surviving a holocaust, but she didn't agree with me, and I got upset, and I apologized too much, and I knew that she didn't think I loved her anymore.

I told Sara that it wasn't her fault,
But I don't feel alive, and I'm dying just a little inside every day, and she said she understood, but I knew that she thought it to be an excuse, so after she left, I fell asleep with 40 sleeping pills and woke up to the sound of myself choking.

IV.
This morning I laid flowers on Sara Magdalene's tombstone, and I'm more dead inside than I've ever been, and I don't know if I can go on, because I see her face, and I can't touch her skin, or smell her hair, and she can't hold me in her arms or wipe the tears from my face on her sleeve anymore, and the only thing I can think to keep from collapsing is her whispering in my ear, "Don't worry, I am everywhere."

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July 31, 2007 - Tuesday

The Click List: 50 Greatest Films
Current mood: hopeful
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes



Iwant to watch all 50 of these!!! = Seen = loved

1.Brokeback Mountain 2.Loving Annabelle 3.Latter Days 4.Beautiful Thing 5.Tipping the Velvet 6.Trick 7.Big Eden 8.Angels in America 9.But I'm a Cheerleader 10.Get Real 11.The Adventures of Prisicalla:Queen of the Desert 12.D.E.B.S. 13.Bound 14.Fingersmith 15.Desert Hearts 16. Torch Song Trilogy 17.Better Than Chocolate 18.Aimee and Jaguar 19.When Night is Falling 20.The Broken Hearts Club: A Romantic Comedy 21.Maurice 22.Die Mommy Die 23.Boys Don't Cry 24.The Birdcage 25.Edge of Seventeen 26.The Sum of Us 27.Party Monster 28.Mambo Italiano 29.Hedwig and the Angry Inch 30.Saving Face 31.Adam and Steve 32.Chutney Popcorn 33.Parting Glances 34.The Rocky Horror Picture Show 35.The Incredibly True Adventures of Two Girls in Love 36.Soldier's Girl 37.Longtime Companion 38.The Boys in the Band 39.Making Love 40.Jeffrey 41.Transamerica 42.It's My Party 43.High Art 44.An Early Frost 45.Bent 46.Billy's Hollywood Screen Kiss 47.Velvet Goldmine 48.My Beautiful Laundrette 49.Fire 50.Philadelphia

Currently watching :
Adam & Steve (2005)
Release date: 08 August, 2006

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July 27, 2007 - Friday

I want to read at least half of these
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

I have found so many books that I want to read and I can't wait until I get them! I just want to bury my nose in them an never ever stop reading. I think I'll just fall into the books and live there.

LIST:
Life of Pi

by Yann Martel
The Kite Runner

by Khaled Hosseini
He's Just Not That Into You (The Newly Expanded Edition): The No-Excuses Truth to Understanding Guys

by Greg Behrendt
Running with Scissors: A Memoir

by Augusten Burroughs
Wicked: The Life and Times of the Wicked Witch of the West

by Gregory Maguire
Shopaholic & Baby (Shopaholic)

by Sophie Kinsella
The Memory Keeper's Daughter

by Kim Edwards
On the Road

by Jack Kerouac
The Historian

by Elizabeth Kostova
Forever in Blue: The Fourth Summer of the Sisterhood (Sisterhood of Traveling Pants)

by Ann Brashares
Son of a Witch: A Novel

by Gregory Maguire
The Fountainhead

by Ayn Rand
Catch 22

by Joseph Heller
The Lovely Bones

by Alice Sebold
The Five People You Meet in Heaven

by Mitch Albom
Hardcore Diaries

by Mick Foley
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (Book 7)

by J. K. Rowling
The Zombie Survival Guide : Complete Protection from the Living Dead

by Max Brooks
Me Talk Pretty One Day

by David Sedaris
The Time Traveler's Wife

by Audrey Niffenegger
You Suck: A Love Story

by Christopher Moore
Haunted : A Novel

by Chuck Palahniuk
Love Is a Mix Tape: Life and Loss, One Song at a Time

by Rob Sheffield
Marley & Me: Life and Love with the World's Worst Dog

by John Grogan
The Namesake : A Novel

by Jhumpa Lahiri
The Bell Jar : A Novel (Perennial Classics)

by Sylvia Plath
The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time (Vintage Contemporaries)

by Mark Haddon
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas: A Savage Journey to the Heart of the American Dream

by Hunter S. Thompson
A Clockwork Orange

by Anthony Burgess
The Secret Life of Bees

by Sue Monk Kidd
A Long Way Down

by Nick Hornby
Confessions of an Ugly Stepsister: A Novel

by Gregory Maguire
Crank

by Ellen Hopkins
Anansi Boys

by Neil Gaiman
Fragile Things: Short Fictions and Wonders

by Neil Gaiman
Prozac Nation

by Elizabeth Wurtzel
The Truth About Forever

by Sarah Dessen
The Book Thief

by Markus Zusak
The Virgin Suicides

by Jeffrey Eugenides
Smashed : Story of a Drunken Girlhood

by Koren Zailckas
White Oleander: A Novel

by Janet Fitch
Labyrinth

by Kate Mosse
Mirror Mirror : A Novel

by Gregory Maguire
The Tao of Pooh

by Benjamin Hoff
Everything Is Illuminated : A Novel

by Jonathan Safran Foer
This Lullaby

by Sarah Dessen
Inkheart

by Cornelia Funke
Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil

by John Berendt
The Alphabet of Manliness

by Maddox
High Fidelity

by Nick Hornby
Possible Side Effects

by Augusten Burroughs
The Ragamuffin Gospel : Good News for the Bedraggled, Beat-Up, and Burnt Out

by Brennan Manning
Just Listen

by Sarah Dessen
Flowers for Algernon

by Daniel Keyes
Neverwhere

by Neil Gaiman
Stardust

by Neil Gaiman
The Sun Also Rises

by Ernest Hemingway
Water for Elephants: A Novel

by Sara Gruen
Nine Stories

by J.D. Salinger
The Mermaid Chair

by Sue Monk Kidd



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July 9, 2007 - Monday

In Spirit of Upcoming Harry Potter Book/Movie
Category: Blogging





You Know You're Addicted to Harry Potter When...


You make a wand and try to use it.

You call your least favorite teacher Snape.

You call your favorite teacher Dumbledore.

You wear robes to school or work.

You make "floo powder", get in the fire, and try to go to your friends' house.

You have read all the books more than four times.

You've been bookstore at midnight to get the latest Harry Potter book before all your friends.

... And then you stayed up all night wearing it.

You've worn a Harry Potter costume in public.

You have a crush on one of the Harry Potter characters.

You've gotten at least one of your friends addicted to Harry Potter.

You actually caught the "Wand Order" mistake before you heard/read about it.

You are upset at the New York Times for creating a seperate childrens best seller list because of the Harry Potter books.

Using clues in the book, you have attempted to find the exact geographical location of Hogwarts.

You have constructed a timeline of events in the Harry Potter books.

You have attempted to figure out the exact ages of all the Weasley children?

You have spent time contemplating which main characters will die by the time the series is over.

You've been to see all the Harry Potter movies on opening night. (Bonus points for standing in line in costume!)

You've read Harry Potter fanfic.

You've written Harry Potter fanfic.

You run a Harry Potter fansite.

You visit The Leaky Cauldron daily.

You've met other Harry Potter fans from online in real life.

You've participated in a Harry Potter RPG.

You've dreamed about Harry Potter.

You have a Harry Potter poster on your wall.

Each Halloween, there's no question what you'll dress up as...!

You've spent time doing a timeline to see if you would have been old enough to date a certain character when you were in high school.

You've vacationed to London, simply to search for the Leaky Cauldron.

You own a black lab named Sirius Black.

You've knitted a Weasley sweater or Harry Potter scarf.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who are addicted to Harry Potter.





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July 5, 2007 - Thursday

summer holidays thus far
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Life

summer is not as bad as i thought it would be. it is turning out to be very interesting. for one thing, i am now dating my second best friend whom i have known since eighth grade.it is a he not a she to clear things up. his name is Bunny (not his real name). 4th of july was not bad either. we went swimming in richardson park and i saw a lot of obnoxious people there. girls wearing terrible bikinis and guys staring at the girls. guys with beer guts and dogs off leashes. i swam for a little more than an hour and collected wood from the bottom of the lake. i now have a nice little pile of 6 or 7 pieces. i didn't count the exact number. then i got out and read some of Hanging On To Max by Margaret Bechard, and some of Everything's Eventual (1408 icluded) by Stephen King.I got surprisingly tan, even withthe globular amounts of lotion i put on my already olive skin. we did fireworks from 6-8, but that was after eating lemon pepper chicken and all the fixin's. i love saying that! i covered my ears the entire time because i am terrified of going deaf. i spent the rest of the night on gaia and youtube, also i made a few dream avis on tek tek. i went through all of Bunny's youtube videos and discovered he had watched and favorited all of the one's i had sent him, which made me positively happy. i added a few of the videos from his favorites and organized my youtube folders.i was on until 4:30ish.my mom finally told me to go to bed. i am now watching lizzie play resident evil zero, because she and Bunny have conspired against me to make me play the resident evil games. i also realize that i love Bunny which is a first for me, but perhaps it's because i've known him so long and so well. i wonder what the rest of the summer holidays will be like? will i get the job(s) i am applying for? will i ever see my jara? who knows? tune in next time, folks!

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