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All I want to do Is wither away,
To disapear,
To....
I can't say it,
But you know already,
I don't care if I feel pain,
if I feel scared,
Sad,
I want to have nightmares,
To be scared and sweat when I wake up,
I want to make a fool of myself in front of everyone,
Then I'll disapear,
Disapear from the world,
Disapear from me...
Just like that with no trace,
Like I never existed,
No one would remember me,
No one would care,
I just want to fade away....