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i don't have meny friends and i 'm not popular if i was i would hate it. i'm not exactly the brightest person around or the prettiest...in fact i'm not even close to it. most of my friends talk down to me or get pissed at me for asking questions or i don't understand something. i only have two friends that really don't talk down to me and thats amanda and miranda (simler name i know...) they both know i'm slow and don't really care. I don't know amanda well so i don't know what she really thinks of me. miranda i can easily talk to and i met her though a friend of mine. most of my other friends i can kinda talk to but not that well. like megan...every time i try and talk to her about something serious i comes out wrong...its soo hard to talk to her i would like to be there for her when ever she needs me cause i really do care about her. shes like a sister that i never had same thing goes for miranda and amanda and we need to stick together. tori ,my other friend , i want to be there for her too but she takes things too far sometimes and i can't help to get mad with her. I hope they think of me as a sister as i do for them