ugh. i want to end it but i can't. that would just kill it. i want to cry but it won't come out. i cried in class friday. some kids were making fun of me ._. they didn't even know me. never gave me a chance. called me "miss perfect" i cried and cried. i got persmission too leave the classroom, and i went. i cried in the restroom for at least 5 minutes til i told myself to suck it up. i want help, but i. don't know how to ask for it. i don't feel like i can go up to my aunt and say, 'i think i have depression problems.' i would be the center of attention in my family and i hate that. but, if i don't find some form of help, i might end up hurting myself. i have no friends at my new school. i'm a loner.
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