My boyfriend and I finally broke-up...we've been dating for 2 years...so I'm really torn up inside...I just can't believe it myself. I wish this whole mess was over with...
I can't laugh or smile without feeling like crap...and what's worse is that I keep having the nagging ugly feeling that this is a huge mistake...I've never seen my parents happier. Especially ma who has been anticipating our break-up, but I can't believe it's over. Walking by to the den the band door was open and I could totally see him play the clairnet, I still feel like crying...but eveyone keeps asking if I'm okay...and I snapped at Barney at lunch, he didn't even deserve it. I just wish...
..."The people that hurt us the most our the ones that love us the greatest..."
I'm giving up gaia for lent so I will not be on for forty days starting Ash Wednessday tommorrow...
Is this break-up the greatest mistake of my high school years?
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I'm trying to look like Tenshi Gaia Tan, but I need the winking eye...
Please help?
Please help?