hey well anyway today I went to my sis' play but the friend I wanted to see was sick and didn't show. I've been having weird dream lately about alot of things. About demon, children, apprentices, and even sex. My old flame popped into my dreams again somehow I can't let go. I'm moving soon is kinda upseting my friends are so upset. Sometimes I feel trapped in my house, with my family. I feel like I don't belong in thid world at all like i cant find my place and every day it gets harder and harder to stay here. sometimes i want to die but im too scared to do it. i lie around alot i let my body wither its the only way i can hurt myself without actually hurting myself. im a coward. too much of a coward to end my own suffering. why am i here? to watch this world descend into madness. the morality rapidly decreases and i feel like im the only one with values.
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